So now that I have been informed that my life is going to be much different this year; first by working with Gods that I have been afraid of, and second working with a Sacred Pipe that I have to say I have also been afraid of, I’ve been very surprised at my current reactions.
I’ve been calm about it all.
I guess my soul has been expecting these changes for a while now, it’s just my conscious mind that hasn’t been willing to accept them. Thanks to 2012 and 2013 being such traumatic years for me on many levels, I’ve been in ‘recovery mode’ for a significant portion of time. I guess the Gods are saying that I’ve been in recovery mode long enough and that it’s time for me to start breaking out of my comfort zone again.
Today has been a great start; I didn’t need my alarm to wake me up in order to get to my full time job, I didn’t forget to bring anything into work with me and I came in to a clean working area, as I did a significant cleaning job just before I left last year.
As long as I continue to remember my own strength and trust in my abilities I think I can continue to work through things that are thrown at me. I know it might be hard at times to do that, but I am going to do my best. I think in the end that is what the Gods want most; for me to do my best to get through and learn.
Posts regarding more specific topics to follow again soon.